The highest resistors I've found around here is a bundle of 20 5.6 Meg and 20 3.3 Meg. I could in theory do something with those, but i'll probably just wait until i pick up the right tool to measure the HV.
well its back to doing the horizontal jitters, and now its not clearing up after 5 minutes. Here is a youtube link to the behavior and at the end of the clip i turn up the brightness to show the screen wash out.
https://youtu.be/RY4rpRSBtKs